Salam people.
At last, I am now officially writing on my own blog site. yeay!! ^_^
Previously, I used to write my entries here, but now, thanks to my friends, I decided to have my own blog site. I think it’s gonna be easier and more convenient.
my new blog site:
http://alifzaimimra.blogspot.com
Well guys, thank you for coming to my page. feel free to drop your comment and suggestion. TQVM. =)
sakit hatiku…
kesalahanku diperburukkan lagi ke atas insan yg belum mengenal erti salah..ceritanya begini..
seusai aku mengemas rumah, aku ke dapur untuk bersarapan sambil menemani kakakku yang sedang memasak untuk makan tengahari. sambil-sambil itu aku bermain bersama si anak kecil, anak jiran kami, yang kemudiannya aku tinggalkan bersama abangnya yg berusia sekitar dua tahun. walau sekejap cuma aku meninggalkannya, kemalangan kecil berlaku. si anak kecil itu terjatuh lalu menangis.
aku sandarkan kemalangan itu berlaku kerana kecuaianku tetapi kakakku dengan pantas menghukum si abang. si abang lalu menangis. mengapa perlu dihukum si kecil yang tidak kenal erti salah itu? iya, budak kecil memang nakal. itu memang fitrahnya. tidak salah untuk marah tetapi bukan dengan menghukum.
yang pasti, kejadian ini menambahkan lagi kesakitan dalam hati.
to be continued…
Salam…
i’ve check my result..
alhamdulillah..i passed all my subjects especially the core courses.
but my pointer drops..below 3..
i dunno..i think dat’s bad..
why? lack of effort, i guess..
it gradually effects me..really effects me..
i’m ashamed of myself. i’m surrounded by great people.. and me? i’m feeling like i’m not belong to them..but i wanna be like them..be apart of them..
i’m ashamed..when people ask me to join them..i’m ashamed..
how can i ask them to do things that i could barely do? dat’s not fair, rite?
i’ve been thinking..i can’t keep on letting myself feeling bad because of my result. dat’s my fault n i just can’t let it eat me. apart from du’a, the only thing that can help me is me..myself.
gosh hawa..
be strong, girl. don’t let them control you..it’s you who suppose to control them.
be strong, girl. 
don’t get carried away..
don’t get carried away..
don’t get carried away…
don’t let yourself be carried away…
Salam ppl. today’s Sunday and i just got back from Janda Baik..went there for a program and i was the assistant chef for the program. ;P it was really tiring though it was just for 2 days (it was 1 day actually..saturday afternoon to sunday afternoon). the program had shortage of manpower so there we were to help them out.
we had BBQ last nite..we had grilled chicken n fried rice. well, wanna know who grilled da chicken? WE did! ya..we did it all by ourselves(p/s: the cook n me are both female..n ya..it was just da two of us).
well, supposedly the BBQ was to be handled by the guys at 9pm and but they had to extend their slot that we had to grill the chicken for them. to us, it wasn’t that easy, ya know. we used charcoals to grill the chicken and it took some time for us to burn up the charcoals (susoh beno nak nyalekan arang nih). (big thanx to our guy friend for helping us out in burning the charcoals. =D) the slot prolonged till 12pm and by the time, we had grilled all the chicken and sausages. it was tiring and ‘burning’ and..well..it was an experience. =)
and today(it’s Sunday..remember?) we prepared lunch for 20 people..all by our own. and you can see how proud i am coz’ i never cook for that number of people before. plus, i’m not a good cook. for lunch, i fried scramble eggs. =D we had simple lunch: sardine, vege and my special scramble egg. we spent 1 hour to cook all of them. MasyaALLAH, it was very tiring. after cooking, instead of eating, we went back and had some nap. Zzzz…
hehe..one thing for sure, being a cook was pretty an experience. it was more tiring than being a PC. serious…
alrighty..that’s all for now. neway, if you need a cook(or egg scrambler), call me. haha XD
Assalamu’alaikum dan salam sejahtera semua. pertama sekali, maaf dipinta kerana kelewatan saya dalam mengemaskini blog ini. terima kasih kepada saudari Hasanah kerana mengingatkan saya akan hal ini.
ketika menaip entri ini, saya sedang bermain permainan ‘tagged’ bersama seorang rakan. inilah kali pertama saya bermain permainan tersebut. bagi mereka yang tidak tahu cara hendak bermain permainan ini, mari saya terangkan. permainannya mudah sahaja, jika anda di’tag’, anda perlu beritahu kepada semua barang-barang yang ada di dalam barang peribadi anda contohnya dompet anda. anda perlu senaraikan segala benda yang ada di dalam dompet anda tanpa tertinggal satu pun sama ada nilai wang, kad bank hinggalah ke gambar. mudah sahaja, bukan?
permainan ini boleh disertai samada secara berdua atau berkumpulan. ikut citarasa anda. lebih seronok jika permainan ini dimainkan secara berantai. selepas anda di’tag’, ‘tag’ kawan anda yang lain pula. agak menarik, bukan? selamat bermain! =)
p/s: entri akan datang: "Pencemaran Budaya: Jangan Kita Biarkan Ia Berterusan"
slm people..it’s been almost 2 months since i put up my last entry on this blog. sorry people, my "life schedule" are soo tight n unfortunately updating my blog is not listed in my to-do list.
anyway, d election day just passed n my intention for this article is about what else - da election, of course. however, i’m not gonna write about politic n stuff..juz wana express my opinion n thoughts about it. so, whatever i’m writing below is just my thoughts. if u guys wanna comment or anything, i’ll aprreciate it n it is open for discussion. =)
as we all know, da government won da election. yup, they won..but it wasn’t a two-third win. surprisingly, the opposition had conquered almost half of da peninsular state: kelantan(of course), kedah, penang(most surprisingly coz our PM was one of da candidates in this state), perak, and selangor(this is where i live n my reaction towards da result: "soo unpredictable!!"). yup people, new waves are coming.
from da result, it is obvious to see dat the people is really care about their country (which i never thought they were..oops, my bad..) n they want changes. changes in terms of economy, poverty, education and da laws. u see, da groceries prices went up high and they were all happen since da petrol price went up. in term of education, many have complained on da Maths n Science teaching in English that didn’t do much improvement to da students. instead, students skip classes n juvenile cases increase tremendously. why? because not all da kids can cope up with da system n da teachers probably didn’t work ‘hard enough’ to help their students to focus. they only focus on school reputations n give as many homeworks as they thought can give benefit to da kids without realizing da consequences in doing so. students carry more pressure n become exam-oriented. their money and time wasted on tuitions, seminars, academic camps, n such.no time for extracurricular, hobby, n also, no time to think about their own future. sadly, some of them choose to go for ‘rempit’, drugs, n involve in immoral habits(i blame da media for this..with da AF, MI, OIAM to name a few).
therefore, people have been thinking n their decisions to choose their potential candidates(or party) have come out with this surprising result.
i predict dat in coming months, Malaysia won’t be da same. people hv the guts to voice up their opinions n rights. wider opportunities for da oppositions. as for da government, i have no comments. i hope dat everythings will go under control later on. i hope our beloved country won’t b like other countries where they have people been killed, bombs everywhere, n curfews.na’uzubillah. i hope da changes will lead to a better country- da better ’selamat, aman, n makmur’(quoted from one of the parties slogan) one. May Allah’s mercy be with us always.
well, these are just my thoughts. my thoughts are influence-free(is there such word? eheh) n since i’m not allowed to vote yet coz i’m under age(=P), i consider myself as a non-partisan which means i’m not supporting any parties. well, this also doesn’t mean i take politic matters for granted. this reminds me of my conversation with my lecturer. he said dat as a Muslim, we should at least know about everything..he means about politic, economy, history of our country. why? because we own da country and da country needs us for development. we dun want someone genius but unknowledgable about our country to be the leader. thanx to him i decided not to take everything for granted. however, my dad adviced me to not really ‘ambil berat’ on politics. he wants me to focus on my studies first. Yup, everything u do, study comes first..ELSE, later.
whatever it is, i wanna remind everyone to be prepared for da upcoming consequences. pray hard everyone.
alrite, my next entry(s) will be about my activities n experiences i gained for da last two months..i’ll post them during my long-term holiday…weee…till then, ma’as salaamah. pray for me for this coming finals. pray hard.study hard. hehe
life is soo unpredictable. once u’re OK..n another time u’re not…
biochem-i’m dead… | mid-term exam…i am soo-over dead!| outdoor stuff..i need a break…(juz for the time being) | myself…damn not forgiven… | mama n ayah…i’m sorry… | Ya ALLAH…i really need You… | fwens…where r u when i need you…
…when the shadow of the day…
…will embrace the world in gray…
…and the sun will set for you…
wish things turn out to be better…
i miss home…
Buatmu…
ku tahu kau keliru
keliru dengan isi hatimu…
isi hati yang sukar untuk tetap…duduk diam dalam senyap…
Buatmu…
ku tahu kau sepi
sepi merindui mereka yang kau sayangi..
mereka yang menjagamu dan memeliharamu selama ini…tanpa kau sedari…
dan kini mereka pergi…
ku tahu kau takut
takut pemergian mereka tidak kan kembali…
tapi bersabarlah…dan banyakkanlah berdoa…
moga pemergian mereka disambut oleh kepulangan yang diredhai…
Buatmu…
tenangkanlah fikiranmu
fikiran yang sering diganggu kerunsingan dan kerisauan
segalanya bahana persekitaran…
bawa ia jauh ke alam yang lebih tenang
alam yang dipenuhi pohonan masa hadapan
berhiaskan bebunga damai dan dedaun riang
Buatmu…
banyakkanlah bersabar…
Buatmu…
banyakkanlah berdoa…
wahai Pembolak-balik Hati, Kau tetapkanlah hati hambaMu ini…
wahai Pemberi Pengampunan, Kau ampunkanlah segala dosa hambaMu ini…
wahai Pemberi Petunjuk, Kau tunjukkanlah jalan yang benar kepada hambaMu ini…
Buatmu…
sentiasalah mengingati kepada Pemberi Ni’mat dan Rahmat…
Dialah yang selalu membantumu dalam menempuhi kehidupan yang berwarna-warni ini…
kehidupan yang hanya sebahagian yang berjaya mencapai keredhaanNya…
Hanya buatmu,
diri yang naif
Slm…
alhamdulillah..i’m finally home. yeay!! 
erm..here, i’ve listed my aims for this 3 weeks of cuti:
well, i really3 wanna enjoy every precious bit of my cuti…da finals hv made me tired…muahahaha
uh…sem 1…really happening r. i’ve learn a lot…life as a uni student -an IIUM student- i admit mmg interesting n challenging..
at first, we had da I-Quest. dat was fun n a good start for me. i was one of da committees..n yup, since then, i’m more punctual n start to organize stuff systematically. yeah, dat’s wut a science ppl should do- b systematic. also, i’ve got to learn how to be a receptionist..haha..(dat’s another story).
then, came the ramadhan and also the election..this was interesting. mmg gempak r election ari tu…(excuse me for my bm speaking) mule2 igt kt kuantan ni mgkin xsegempak kt gombak..ye la, first time election..but bahang pilihanraya tu mmg terase r especially budak2 blok E..posters were everywhere..every stairs, doors, tiangs, n even the toilet entrances…wo-hoo~ then, da campaign..ppl come every nite to our rooms campaigning n delivering flyers, bookmarks n vote-for-me badges. hopefully, the successful candidates which r now the Student Representative Committee(SRC) gonna do their job fairly n well…c’mon guys, we all put our hopes on u.
n da ramadhan..it was nice..i hv fun cooking n performing tarawikh at our block’s musolla. i used to enjoy free ifthar everyday at the masjid when i was in matriculation. but i can’t do that in kuantan coz da masjid is so far away dat we need a transportation to go thr..we do hv our own masjid here in iium but it’s not like other ordinary masjids…yet. ours is an upgraded musolla(as u cn imagine, it’s not dat big) n iium kuantan jz make a history by having da first friday prayer here at the first week of last ramadhan..ain’t dat historical? :-B
em..pastu raya… raya tahun ni best la jugak…alhmdulillah…though da final comes as soon as raya ends but hey, i need to raya too, u noe.
n thr’s one more BIG event- da WacKoS!! n yup, i’m proud to be one of them. here, i can learn to be more confident n develop my self-esteem. yup3…
pastu..da BIGGEST event…DA FINAL EXAMINATION…haish…final kt uni is way more different than normal final exams kt matric or any other education institution..dis is way tougher..wanna noe why?? because it’s the university level n it’s how da university works..they give short cuti, tough studies n a damn-cold exam hall for us to face the finals…mmg killer r…hehe
well..dat’s life which every student of iium(n other universities too) must face to survive..besides, it only happens to us once in a lifetime..rite? tapi lain citer la kalau nk further studies…hmm..insyaALLAH…
i’ve learn my lesson though..dat is we must study everytime before n after we go to class…dat’s really important for us in order to strive excellent n superb results…yup3…
so, be strong and let’s strive for da best in da next semesters to come!!!
ba-sha!!! ^_^
"kesunyian yang aman…"
slm sume…sori la..dh lame xmemblog sejak menjejakkan kaki di bumi kuantan ni…x sangke dh sebulan kat cni…
stakat ni life kt kuantan leh kate best…best dari sudut bi’ah yg terjage, majlis2 ilmu n aktiviti2 kerohanian yg slalu diadakan..keep it up, IIUM Kuantan Campus!!! =)~
stakat ni presentation yg perlu disiapkan ade 2…assignment blum dpt lagi…dh dpt nti..jarang la nk wat blog ni..hehe
skang ni kt cc…hujan tgh turun dgn lebatnyer kt luar tu…kt kuantan ni xde wireless…so kalau nk online..kne g comp lab yg kt kulliyyah of medicine atau kulliyyah of science yg jauh tu atau g je cc yg kt cf sebelah mahallah tu…tp berbayar la..
sebenarnyer..skang ni tgh xtau nk tulis ape…hmm…
xpelah..sampai di sini sahaje…bile2 free, akan diblogkan utk tatapan shbt2 sume…
akhir kater, HIDUP BIAR BERJASA!!! ..senyum sokmo =)
